I’ve been writing for a number of years now, but never in a consistent manner. My first attempt at a book, written over ten years ago, was very obviously a first attempt, but I learned so much from the whole process. I was sidetracked by life for a while and put my writing on the back burner, but I never gave up on it entirely. I’ve done three NaNoWriMos now (winning two of them) and have even posted some of my writing online. I never pushed myself to pursue my dream, though, of becoming a published author.
And you know what? That’s okay. I used to beat myself up about wasted time, but I’m not going to do that this year. Concentrating on all the what-ifs is always a waste of time. The most important thing is that I am now on the right path. I’ve rededicated myself to my writing and this time I will not be sidetracked.
To everyone out there who feels badly about having wasted the past week, month, year, decade … I just want to say it’s okay. Forgive yourself, pick yourself up, rededicate yourself and move forward.
I wish everyone a happy and healthy 2010. A year filled with self-forgiveness and renewed energy … whatever your dream may be.
